| Sunday, May 10th, 2009 |
| 11:09 pm |
Someone I thought of as a friend.
I'm so disappointed. I really liked this person. It's sad how they think of me. Even if they realized the truth, it'd probably take forever and I'd be hurting all this time. It's really painful to think about it all the time. And I do. They just don't understand. I wouldn't hurt people that way. I just wouldn't do those things. It's so frustrating to not be heard. |
| Friday, July 20th, 2007 |
| 10:16 pm |
FUCK!
 I want to smother it with kisses! |
| Thursday, June 21st, 2007 |
| 12:26 pm |
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| Saturday, June 9th, 2007 |
| 12:27 am |
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| Wednesday, June 6th, 2007 |
| 10:02 am |
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| Tuesday, May 29th, 2007 |
| 12:25 am |
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| Sunday, May 20th, 2007 |
| 8:23 pm |
irritable.
I kind of hate it when people label every single post about feelings "emo" and are like: Stop being emo! Move on ya fool! like wth? get off my case weirdrandompersonwhoreadsmyblog/journal. i don't usually feel any need to write about the good stuff that's happened. It's the bad stuff that I need to get out of my system. It's not like I'm moping around constantly. ugh. people need to think more. Their brains are getting lazy. even mine. (especially mine) |
| Saturday, May 12th, 2007 |
| 11:37 am |
So...
I took a quarter off, because I thought it'd help me figure out what to do. I love art. I want to do art...art is my life. But could I actually make that into a career without hating it in the end? Maybe the right way is to major in something else as a backup plan... but the only problem with that is that art is the only thing on my mind. It's the only thing I'm seriously motivated in. I dunno. I'm a little lost...but I tend to ignore these things so that I don't explode into a frenzied Stress monster. Which is probably why I get so irritated with my mom...who gives me no space...not even an inch or two. gods. I hate analyzing myself. I hate journals too. But I think it's the only way I'll ever understand myself. |
| Thursday, April 26th, 2007 |
| 2:26 am |
> o
I love you guys! > : -o!!!!!!!!!! So much that I have an angry face. haha. But really. I do. You all deserve kudos...and millions and millions of tons of happiness. and junk. lol I so need sleep. Damn you insomnia! |
| Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007 |
| 2:14 pm |
someone...
should invent a hairdryer that doesn't eat your hair and threaten to fry your scalp. Besides the sun... even though we've been getting more of that in seattle. I actually got heat stroke yesterday. it's weird how that feels like more of a victory than a bad thing. a small itty bitty part of everyone wants to go back to an old fling. That is what I learned this week. this theory has been backed by: my brother, mason, mia, p-brains, arr, andy and matt. I'm certain there's more that I know of, but i'd rather not list them all. because i hate it. I hate that theory. I hate other stuff too. my ilovecookiesandpeopleandtheworld side is getting a serious ass kicking by my ihatepeopleandcookiesgivemeafreakinstoma chache side. it's a scary time |
| 12:17 pm |
good gods
that last post with almost emo. it was tyson's doing. 3 days of nonstop spongebob squarepants and emo songs blew up my brain. |
| Thursday, March 29th, 2007 |
| 9:41 pm |
I'm lost
D: really. At some point I think there'll be no turning back. abyss... that I am afraid of. |
| Saturday, February 24th, 2007 |
| 8:14 am |
"love you"
Was that just my imagination, or am I going to have to smack a dude? it seems like I keep coughing whenever I brush my teeth....I swear my toothbrush is infested with the cold disease. damnit. I had a dream that one of my friends confessed to liking the guy I used to like... it was a strangeeee feeling. Like...I'm done with that sh*t but I still feel greedy. oh well. lalala ds tetris. |
| Friday, February 2nd, 2007 |
| 10:58 pm |
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| Monday, January 22nd, 2007 |
| 11:27 am |
I bumped into
Joe and Guly today! They are such a sweet couple. There's no doubt between them at all. I value such people. |
| Saturday, January 20th, 2007 |
| 12:03 am |
ah.
I'm tired of this. I'm not cut out for this crap. just go. |
| Tuesday, January 16th, 2007 |
| 10:02 pm |
I'm done.
brr. durr. fur. nurr. i luff yew peepoles. but I'm tired of the people who don't appreciate what's given to them. Those who don't appreciate life. friends. or family. love. it just sets me on fire. |
| Friday, January 12th, 2007 |
| 11:57 am |
Dan
Is right across from me! That guy is TALL. Especially for a korean. He needs to teach me how to dress so snazzy. Which reminds me... I need to give Jai his sweatshirt back. lmao. mechs are so cute... |
| Thursday, January 11th, 2007 |
| 1:37 pm |
The Stranger Stalker
found me again and asked me to go to lunch with him. And I said that I was busy. Which I was. So I'm not mean. D: I'm tired of all this shinelesh. |
| 10:48 am |
I'm so bad!
Yesterday I was telling everyone how I hoped it would stick (since it wasn't doing so). This morning my mom said, "Nina, be careful, it's bad out there." I thought she was overreacting majorly. I walked outside. "Are you SERIOUS?" Needless to say, I was late for class. Uber late. --- People were smushed on the bus. I could feel some guy's hand on my ass. Whether or not it was intentional, is unknownnnn! When I scooted back, I saw a boy that was a regular at my coffee shop. He smiled at me and it looked like he was trying to talk to me again, but I looked down. When I got off the bus, he followed me in the same direction up the stairs. I got kind of creeped out, so I ran, despite the ice. ...I really shouldn't do that to people. but my past encounters with him were kind of stalkerish on his part. --- Damn you Pho and your msg! --- + I so DO go online Andrew! + I miss talking to Philletttt |
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